Sunday, August 29, 2010 @ 12:58 PM
You wanna play huh, alright, game on. from now, im not going to be that old julia you once knew. ;) exhilarated.I cant wait to get back to singapore, somehow the place i miss most is J8? probably thats the place i go to most after school heh, and orchard road!(: its 1 here..
Today i had 2 dreams, both werent exactly pleasant, but i thank god for the first one.. it has made me feel closer to you after so long, i could once again sense your movements, the way you talk, the many expressions you let out, the hot tears i should i have let go when you first left me after all these years, i love you and i miss you so much, do you know that? how have you been? I hope youre doing well and probably even better, i hope your sore back is less hard on you, I'll always remember the way you got angry at me, bite me, piss me off, annoy me, hold me to sleep.. Im sorry i havent been a good girl to you.
The second dream totaly wasted my brain cells.
Well, it has been long since i teared in my sleep, now my eyes hurt. jeez
And well, i made breakfast for everyone today, pretty proud of myself since ive never did it before haha. And my dad kept saying its 'li suo dang ren' because next time my husband want me to cook and i cant even crack an egg to cook. and blah really, i wasnt listeningLOL