Sunday, May 2, 2010 @ 2:08 AM
Not bad, i have blogged consistently though its kinda like a bad thing too.Just to clarify, i went to a WAKE. and not some meet that guy session. What gives you such little trust in me, its really sad. Friendship is all about trusting right? So why do we have so little.
I'll just shut up on this bullcrap. Ive given too much and received too little. inbalanced.
Took the bus all the way down to tampines to attend kimpo's wake. The atmosphere was lively, but we all knew what lies within, the feeling of lost, the lost of a kin. The dry humid weather greedily sucked us dry. As we perspire furiously, we knew what was the purpose of arriving, Bowed 3 times in front of the super white long metallic box. A cross screwed right above. My parents forbid me to look at her. But i knew that was absurd. i wanted to. Looking into the transparent top of the coffin, her face was there, though the familiar face, it was now hardened up, filled with make up unlike what she would wear if done up by herself. Her hair, now short from the operation, grew a little, in her hands was a rosary. That sucken face were evidence how much she had been through, for a such a small framed lady, she still had to go through chemo, got her into brain operation; twice. proved too much for you, grandaunt. So now i sincerely wish you here, a happier eternal life and i know god would take good care of you up there. That peaceful face reigns. Youve brought much joy to everyone. We love you, forever. Do continue helping us pull through misery as how you would when you were alive. Those harships you have been through are now gone, be free.
Lastly, i would like to thank clarence for being the ONLY one there for me at the scene, though not physically, but your comforting words have given me solace. Something i can never find anymore from =