Thursday, May 6, 2010 @ 12:54 PM
Im feeling so sianed out and everything, because everyone is just like that. EVERYONE. The worst thing was that you told me last minute you couldnt make it and will not even try to. Am i that meaningless in your life? You mean so much to me, do i mean that much to you? Or am i just another person, i know its wrong to feel that way, but thats exactly what im going through right now, youve got the time to change your stuff, and you dont have the time to spend it with your friend. Humans, they tend to do the wrong thing, thats fine. But when they don't correct it, thats another issue. Why must we go through hurt, sadness, suffering, deception, and everything else negative? Can't there be a day without them? Oh wells, my blog is so filled to the brim with emo stuff i cant take it. Now, i just want today to be alright and my spirits to cheer up(: CHEER UP JULIA. wooooooorarrrrrrrrbahhhhhllllllllllllloooo. Hope things go out alright again! its a test god has probably put up for this friendship. Accepting for who you are and what you are. Okay, i shall do just that, so dont blame me if i become just too nice haha:P Oh, yesterday mummy went to crematorium. Kimpo, Im sure youre happy now(: always guide us and show us the way, and never ever forget us! we love you oh so much, all this shitz is halfway done. And so am i, if you cant cherish the time we have left, i'll look for people who do. Love you isabelle! Clarissa, Sorry for that, i didnt wanna make you sad.So now you know it, keep it locked and just enjoy the last few moments we have together alrighties?(: okay. back to stupid lit, ANYONE CAN HELP?! heesh.Ps; i love hello babyyyyyy! MINHO AND JONGHYUN FTW(: ONEW TOO:D

