Monday, November 1, 2010 @ 6:00 PM
Okay just trying to brighten up the post with this photo. Like the flower kinda represents hope. So for all the down spirited, heres one flower for you:D
Well anyway, i dont think anyone even reads my blog now, like tag my blog if you do! Like just let me know whos the dudettes/dudes(hardly) who are reading what im writing so i'll be extra careful not to hurt anyone am i right!:D
So you can hear(so called) from my tone of writing that im kind of cheerful, yeah i am:) Cos im done with science revision earlier than expected, thats why im here blogging my ass off instead of mugging which i have been doing during the weekends. So much for weekends eh! haha. What am i to do, Computer is my life. Facebook is... my gosh how i must exclaim i hate facebook. THERES NOTHING TO DO and yet, its addicting. whats wrong with me.
Shall rant about today. What can i say, people pissing me off everyday or maybe i just cant stand their freaking laughs, and by that, i mean the ______. These are just to those idiots in my class (i do not wish to disclose). So here i go, Miss, i mean misses, shut with the chatter and laughter cos its burning my ears. Get on with life and just throw the damn frisbee shit. i mean, WHAT THE FREAK IS SO FUNNY that you have to laugh at EVERY sentence you guys talk bout? shdfh posfhohf (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA) sfopiergfoherg (HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA) -.-' like okay you might categorise me under china girl freaks. Yeah whatever, i dont give a shit. You would just please me by stop laughing first off, secondly, get on with what we're supposed to do. THROW THE DAMN FRISBEE, its easy. bend down, pick up the yellow alien spaceship lookalike thing. and fling it like youre gonna die. O-M-G you are so annoying. I esp dislike this one. She acts as if like she's the funniest. Yeah, cos you give out so much shit its hilarious to watch you and your shit actions accompanied with shit faces you give which also makes you look like a granny without the least of strength, oh hang on, even grannies have more strength than you do. FACE IT, LIKE A COCKROACH. Ps, dont think we dont know what you idiots said about us.
Okay, so another thing that popped into my mind, hehe:) jaja said hi to me again!:) Just when i thought i totally did not exist anymore. :D
Mental note: Okay Ju, study french later. then revise science again.
Right, Okay i shall address some issues,
Hi my good friend, I like you, yes i did. I still do, Now now, dont let your little minds get out of picture. I like you as a big bro, good friend, someone i can confide in. But now, youre nothing more than just what you used to be. I knew it was coming, really, i did tell you i was afraid this day would come right? I did, because im cherishing those moments, i want them to last. But you wouldnt let it, would you? You said im always sad, thats because nothing other than your girlfriend ever appears in your mind, where are you now, that im sad? I miss your long convo chats about how much im important to you and how much youre trying to cheer me up. They never fail to warm my heart. What happened now? Your girlfriend is your top priority? What has become of me? Trash? yeah, i guess so, because im now trashed aside. I really wish i could just swim it off or sleep it off, but man, it sucks to know how much i really actually mean when youre girlfriendless. Where was your girlfriend when you were having troubles? where was she when your self esteem took a dive? wait, SHE was the cause of it. Ive been through stuff with you more than your girlfriend did. yeah okay, sorry i forgot im just this replacement who you could confide to when you needed someone. Was that why you talked me all of the sudden that day? No, i dont believe that. no no, youre not like that. Please prove me wrong. But now, ive just lost faith in you anyway, nothing will change that fact.. for now. Because of what you said the other day, i couldnt do nothing but not have this belief in you anymore. And i could see, you no longer bother talking to me anymore. anyway.
CURRENT STATE:
Feeling: nervous
Reason: maths test paper could be given out tmr
Reminder to: revise for french and science, remember to bathe(i know youre thinking lol, but really its so cold.)
Wishing: i get a score above 85
Hate: laughing idiots.
Love: speghetti with sausages.
Cant wait for: birthday celebration!
Annoyed by: bugging boy.
Confused over: why bugging boy is treating me.
Wants to say sorry to: Jack, mum(for making her buy candy for halloween >:P)
Wants to be with now: God.
kay bbibes everyone. peace!
V(^,^)V