Tuesday, November 30, 2010 @ 10:03 PM
HELLO PEEPOOOOO. hahah, okay im highish.Its 10 here, i might go to sleep after this, my blog died and its stuck at 16 november==
speaking about my lame ass blog, each time i go to it and see the layout it has been for a thousand years i get depressed and never want to see it again. SO, that proves my point, i NEED a change. i shall find one(Y) someone help me): JIAAAA YOU PROMISED ME A MILLION YEARS AGO D:
circle- please dont abuse your rights as a good friend to check out my phone, its really personal, and please dont ever say things like 'you used to let me see your phone, why cant i see it now?' thats a really stuck up behaviour and what does ' i like your pics' mean? thats just pervertic. Im really sorry, but, i dont have any feelings towards you apart from treating you as a friend.. theres just nothing more to say.
I HATE MY BLOG
and dani and i are pretty close now^^ heheh we even got our nicknames together;D
and blehblehh and i are going out tmr, excitedd ttmmmm!<3
kay la. im not in the mood to blog now. too much distractions==
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 @ 9:06 PM
hellohello~Its been pretty fast yeah? Its the 16th of november already, and my birthday felt just a few days ago.. So i went to Jamberoo yesterday (a water theme park) it was hella fun, but i wasnt feeling all that well. I was down with sore throat and stuff:/ and yeah. It was raining and gloomy but i guess they couldnt be bothered to cancel it, which is a good thing eh? Otherwise, they might find a trampling group of students. Yeah, just to enphasise, from SCHOOL to JAMBEROO took 2 HOURS. you must be like what the freak. yeah that was my expression. Thats absurd== But i did like the ride, i like longgg rides(:
So hmm, i think josh came back? if not, its my eyes.
And zumdeedum, hes not online today. Why am i feeling so depressed seh.
I think im mood swingy today. ultra. mega. HUGE. mood swing.
I came back, foul mood and stuff, got online, felt even worst, went to bathe, got online again, angry, went to sleep, woke up, went out to get my dad, came home, have dinner and BAM, here i am. BORED THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE.
hello julia's life, you suck today.
So yep, the world is not talking to me now, its awkward. What should i do. I even volunteered to wash the dishes. lol much?
okaayy..
Random things in my mind:
i wonder whats up with jason and his question. im getting really annoyed.
i hate it when you dont say hi and act as if youve never known me.
i think youre annoying.(maybe its my mood swing)
i wish i could go somewhere now and scream and cry and throw a damn big tantrum about my sucky life.
i wanna tell someone, but theres NO ONE.
i hate myself like this.
i know im ranting. not happy? shut the hell up and scram.
i did say i wanna tell someone did i, but the thing is, i dont even know whatss wrong.
i dont feel real.
i wanna restart.
Saturday, November 13, 2010 @ 9:14 PM
heyy suppies!(Y) i figured i should be regularly updating my blog hehe it died ==
okay so um guess what? josh was suspended from school for throwing a water bomb, awesome eh? i wonder how much trouble someone can get from chucking something like that. weird.
So like today nothing much happened, went to chinese, then attempted to find david, apparantly my "husband-to-be" chosen by my mum at Kmart, failed much(Y) hahah and um so yeah, boring day.. went to view million dollar houses. it was awesome! well then got home, went on comp did nothing much, talked to morgan, wee 6 days in a rowww(Y) running out of topics tho== well, like this friday, i have this like MOMENT, it wasnt even a moment, it lasted hours, must be the after-effects of the book, i got into ultra chim mode though about my life, planned it out mentally. ticking off what i wanna do. so yep, wish me luck for it;D
boredboredbored. beebohhhh. OH YEAH i dont know why there has been a sudden influx of random people talking to me in like malls or shops. its freaky, i dont like it, and i dont feel comfortable, i know its like compliments but like UH.
"aww you look gorgeous in that!"
*freaks out* -managed out a "heh, thank you~"
then today i went to woollies and the guy at the counter was like reading my shirt
"Little miss muffe- bad? oh sorry! i wanted to call you something nice"
honestly, i thought what the heck.
Okay so i wish sandra would get well from fever
clarissa to get well from hayfever
WHATS WITH FEVERS. fevers are such bitched tsk.
Clar ah clar you lucky girl. enjoy holidays when you can<3
PS: RIP uncle graem. may your soul rest in peace now.
LUBBS,
JUBBYS<3
ciao~
chuwata.
Monday, November 1, 2010 @ 6:00 PM
Okay just trying to brighten up the post with this photo. Like the flower kinda represents hope. So for all the down spirited, heres one flower for you:D
Well anyway, i dont think anyone even reads my blog now, like tag my blog if you do! Like just let me know whos the dudettes/dudes(hardly) who are reading what im writing so i'll be extra careful not to hurt anyone am i right!:D
So you can hear(so called) from my tone of writing that im kind of cheerful, yeah i am:) Cos im done with science revision earlier than expected, thats why im here blogging my ass off instead of mugging which i have been doing during the weekends. So much for weekends eh! haha. What am i to do, Computer is my life. Facebook is... my gosh how i must exclaim i hate facebook. THERES NOTHING TO DO and yet, its addicting. whats wrong with me.
Shall rant about today. What can i say, people pissing me off everyday or maybe i just cant stand their freaking laughs, and by that, i mean the ______. These are just to those idiots in my class (i do not wish to disclose). So here i go, Miss, i mean misses, shut with the chatter and laughter cos its burning my ears. Get on with life and just throw the damn frisbee shit. i mean, WHAT THE FREAK IS SO FUNNY that you have to laugh at EVERY sentence you guys talk bout? shdfh posfhohf (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA) sfopiergfoherg (HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA) -.-' like okay you might categorise me under china girl freaks. Yeah whatever, i dont give a shit. You would just please me by stop laughing first off, secondly, get on with what we're supposed to do. THROW THE DAMN FRISBEE, its easy. bend down, pick up the yellow alien spaceship lookalike thing. and fling it like youre gonna die. O-M-G you are so annoying. I esp dislike this one. She acts as if like she's the funniest. Yeah, cos you give out so much shit its hilarious to watch you and your shit actions accompanied with shit faces you give which also makes you look like a granny without the least of strength, oh hang on, even grannies have more strength than you do. FACE IT, LIKE A COCKROACH. Ps, dont think we dont know what you idiots said about us.
Okay, so another thing that popped into my mind, hehe:) jaja said hi to me again!:) Just when i thought i totally did not exist anymore. :D
Mental note: Okay Ju, study french later. then revise science again.
Right, Okay i shall address some issues,
Hi my good friend, I like you, yes i did. I still do, Now now, dont let your little minds get out of picture. I like you as a big bro, good friend, someone i can confide in. But now, youre nothing more than just what you used to be. I knew it was coming, really, i did tell you i was afraid this day would come right? I did, because im cherishing those moments, i want them to last. But you wouldnt let it, would you? You said im always sad, thats because nothing other than your girlfriend ever appears in your mind, where are you now, that im sad? I miss your long convo chats about how much im important to you and how much youre trying to cheer me up. They never fail to warm my heart. What happened now? Your girlfriend is your top priority? What has become of me? Trash? yeah, i guess so, because im now trashed aside. I really wish i could just swim it off or sleep it off, but man, it sucks to know how much i really actually mean when youre girlfriendless. Where was your girlfriend when you were having troubles? where was she when your self esteem took a dive? wait, SHE was the cause of it. Ive been through stuff with you more than your girlfriend did. yeah okay, sorry i forgot im just this replacement who you could confide to when you needed someone. Was that why you talked me all of the sudden that day? No, i dont believe that. no no, youre not like that. Please prove me wrong. But now, ive just lost faith in you anyway, nothing will change that fact.. for now. Because of what you said the other day, i couldnt do nothing but not have this belief in you anymore. And i could see, you no longer bother talking to me anymore. anyway.
CURRENT STATE:
Feeling: nervous
Reason: maths test paper could be given out tmr
Reminder to: revise for french and science, remember to bathe(i know youre thinking lol, but really its so cold.)
Wishing: i get a score above 85
Hate: laughing idiots.
Love: speghetti with sausages.
Cant wait for: birthday celebration!
Annoyed by: bugging boy.
Confused over: why bugging boy is treating me.
Wants to say sorry to: Jack, mum(for making her buy candy for halloween >:P)
Wants to be with now: God.
kay bbibes everyone. peace!
V(^,^)V