Tuesday, August 24, 2010 @ 9:32 PM
Sigh, initially had wanted to post yesterday but i lost all interest to blog, lets hope this doesnt keep up. such bad habit. So today, once again, its my off day, i mean just like now and maybe the hours later, im going to be like this, and maybe no one can change it, so what if you can make me smile, gloom would find its way back to my heart and i'll just be down all over again, im too used to this endless cycle. I wanna dance all night, forget all my troubles, runaway.I stuffed up my english narrative today, im like debating if i should do 3 or 5 but you know, i simply gave up.
Sometimes, giving up is the easiest way out, when youre in complete desolute, with no little strength to carry on, the need of a boost is nowhere near in sight.. so my mood is like
______/\_______.. so lame. all i can describe my life now is really just fml.( not really)
Maybe i too, should remove me from your life. Wo hao hao hao lei. i wanna sleep on till i know time has heal my wounds and im a renewed person with new perpective in life, for now, its just the old julia, the one whos never satisfied, the one who is never a hundred percent happy.