Thursday, July 15, 2010 @ 8:21 PM
I miss you all so much, it hurts within, as much as i try to divert my attention on idk, other stuff, being on facebook doesnt help, instead, it backfires. i hate it. i hate it so much but i cant do a thing, i dont wanna see it, i don want to, im selfish, i hope i didnt see it. If only it could momentarily blind me.I was at the shopping centre and i couldnt curb my facebook addiction, so my itchy hands had to just type in the password. Really, i didnt like what i saw. Okay, if youre wondering what the heck ive seen, its not about some guy shit so cancel that off your mind right now.
Well, im so emo today, mmm, later part of the day. I just couldnt stop crying, OKAY i know, emo freak. but like seeing those stuff on facebook and just evoking the memories and stuff, i tried controlling but doesnt seem to be so effective:/ just when i thought no one saw and i was prepared to make my mood higher.. MY MUM HAD TO ASK ME " Ju, you upset arh" walau. im not blaming her but its like instant hit): so i started tearing in the mall so i just kept rubbing my eyes pretending something went inside, ha-ha . so lame right ,yeah.
i dont feel like blogging anymore, aussie shows are killing me man, its so addictingly funny though its not suitable for me lol, what can i say, too addicting, the lead person in this show is called idk how to write it but its like "julz" or something. cool right! ok bye.