Friday, July 30, 2010 @ 4:24 PM
I feel tired already, i just want a break from life. Pausing it and just sit and meditate or stuff. Im writing this with an absolute serious tone. Life is cheap, until.. you see its worth.You have changed so beyond my control ; beyond my comfort, beyond who you are. youve become so attention seeking, you want things i have, you try stealing them, please girl, cant you see youre losing yourself? Youre drowning in a society where you want everyone and yourself placed at the peak, everyone bending to serve and kiss your feet. You want more friends, you wanna be popular, and even the simplest thing you tell me now makes me hurt and upset, your actions have made me to the extend, even doubt if i was friends with the right person, if you even treated me as one, now and then, and even if you missed me in the first place, or was that all just a ploy, just cause you want to show people you actually miss me. i hate you for taking my friends away and place your damn name labelling that their yours. So what now... Just because im gone, things have changed, you had to change? I seriously dont know a thing anymore, youve driven me to a state of disbelief, unable to accept that.. that wasnt how you were, when i first met you.
F you dude, Mr Major f***ing stalker. Flipping out your damn freaking phone. Snapping a photo of me during class, something without the permission of me. you want me to sue you? okay seriously, get a life, youre the gay one. And even a gay is better than you, sissy. In the first place, do not criticise gays. Youve got me fairly annoyed. I hope you go die, lifes still same.