Thursday, June 24, 2010 @ 8:49 PM
wow i got so much to say. YES I DREAM AGAIN. HELLO WHOEVER WAS IN MY DREAM. i forgot.. need some push to remember.. hmmAnd i went to hospital. how scary.
not me.
so no worries^^
My dear little sister somehow had some funny out of the blue asthma attack and scared the whole house. i was snoozing so happily and there was like a bomb of commotion next door. (plus my stoopid dad who refused to hear my sister having funny music emitting off her(haha) ) oops.
then he slammed the chair. WTF is his problem.
okay. back to story. oh and fyi, it was at 12 and we reached home about 11 so guess what, we sent her to hospital in the wee hours and WOW I DIDNT SLEEP A WINK, hello panda eyes. really. i had eyebags. i knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. ugly.
then it seemed like some drama cos i was trying out different ways to like sleep on a stupid heavy plastic chair and you cant move even a little because the chair would wake up a room of crying children and two homongous adults and one person(ME) to squeeze in the small alley next to the bed(N), bad idea.
I'm not sure what happened, i think i died and i couldn't feel myself until the very nice nurse(STACY) came. i pinkyswear i had a massive backache okay- im not young anymore. and it was made worst when we found out we had to stay there for like 4/5 hours. and the only thing i knew. we left at 6am. perfect. see the sun rise where i, looking like a crazy satanic vampire exited the hospital door looking for people to chew.-.-
the only thing that kept me going- my sister to be okay so she wouldnt give me another shock.
okay but someone had to compensate for my backache thus, i made her massage me. HARHAR oops. teehee. but really, all she did was a few karate chop and thats all =.= FAIL.
okay talk no more about thiss stupid situation.
IM GOING TO ENROLL TO SCHOOL TOMORROW. i hope they bloody accept our documents this time, or we're punching that woman, no qualms.>:{
ps: i like flooding people's wall and i like people flooding my wall. its fun! (Y) HAHA. JIAAN i counted. 23. so maybe a few hundred more to go :D
see how much i love you<3
and yesterday night was real agony. i wont hide that. but i guess that was better. just hurt me and the vital points, you scored. bulls eye. you'll just never understand what i've been through, you have nerves to say it was some unappreciative fuck. youre lucky its me, the oh so awesome julia who can only remember the good times, i chose to forget those bad ones, i decided to let you keep your stupid pride. youre a real asshole. you just dont know. dont say sorry, cos youre not.
after all you have done.
and you say that in my face.
you hurt my heart
and toss it aside.
i guess thats all i mean.
but really, dont come crawling back to me saying sorry after what you have done. it was the ultimate betrayal a girl can ever and will receive. those tears werent worth it. im just so sick and tired of you. your name is an eyesore