Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 10:30 PM
Sorry, my smile's a fake in front of you.. I just want you to be happy.-edited-
cant believe i cried again for you, because of you, hate me please. make me hate you back. it'll make me go easier.
It always ends up like that huh,
there's just no such thing as a cinderella story despite all the things i've been through.
Maybe.. it changed.
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Today in class, i cried twice after reading two different letters, smart people know how to make me cry already arh! :// twice in class, and i had to use my stinky towel to wipe my face. hi pimples! felt bad for making san wait while isabelle and i... SORRY SANDRAAAAAAAAA HUN! i swear cup noodles are killing me every week. and gosh. 2.4, ALL YOU JOKERS, last week pretend run slow slow this week run like nobody's business, make me feel so scared cos my placing deproved): i hope all the emoness can be like purged out of my body now. EVIL THING GET OUT, i hate you hate hate hate you. gooooo : im still feeling down though, but art club lifted my spirits, shows how awesome art c is. but now, jiaan's the one, so darl, cheer up yeah(: love you ttm, no matter what, im a call away! okay, im home, with something really wrong with my heart. i wonder whats wrong with me.. i dont use to be so.. emo. *confession- please dont emo on me, you have no idea how much worser it is for me, so smile. thats all i wish for.*
bye.
- i dont entertain smses that i think its wasting my time, so leave me alone