Sunday, May 30, 2010 @ 12:05 AM
I hope you wont see this.Again, youve given me this, sucky feeling.
Im trying ,you know.
Im trying not to cry, trying to smile, trying to be there for you, trying to support your decisions, trying to make you happy.
what do i get?!
enough is enough alright.
i understand youre under tremendous stress
but that doesnt mean you can keep torturing me within.
youre like gnawing on my feelings.
killing me within.
thats it.
fine.
leave it alone.
you dont care about me anymore anyway.
you have to break my heart everytime.
yesterday:
Went out with brainah(: sorry for being terribly boring. i know. ): i was just feeling so so so so sleepy but then i really wanna go out with you.. because i missed you so much haha.
oh well. im frustrated., aish
oh we walked like mad, was drunk like mad, then she was like molesting guys by accident? HAHA isabelle isabelle. the girl was like ferocious when you hit her boyfriend with your. haha.
then we drank mango drinks! (love) man. i was DEELEESHERZ. muackmuack! then we kinda like walked about and talked and walked more and even read one whole magazine:P hahahaha oops. OOH we ate icecream too(: yum. ok i feel like eating it now.. fries. omg. crave! osrhg ewuorghp ieurg pqieurg pqeiurgh ekrjvh
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oh and after that i fell asleep waiting for my mum to geet ready and leave. i was super tired yesterday i have no idea why. so i slept slept and was rudely awaken by my sister _____. omg. can you please be more conservative. thank you. then we went out for dinner at kallang WOW. i wanna go ice skatee! i miss ice skating aww man! had kfc super fattening man omg see the oil and fats oozing out. i feel like puking at the mere thought=.=
then we went to shop for tv and fridges, to shoes? and daddy was so farny omg. he bought a totally white sport shoes. and i was like, "WELCOME BACK TO SCHOOL DADDY" HAHAHAHAHAHA. and mummy said something so funny but i forgot what. and i was like rofllllll and we went to moomoo(: i was so smart to figure it out woohoo! alrighties. thank you M.F.F (: you made me happierr