Saturday, February 27, 2010 @ 2:55 AM
sorry myma, seems like i cant give you the comfort you wanted to receive from you, like you think i didnt know you were spying on what i was doing== hah, exposed!Seriously, you ought to know it better than anyone yes? you should know when im in the 'i want to be alone mode' and when im in the' annoy me because i wanna annoy you too' state. But you spying on my computer and me finding out what you were WATCHING. come'on man, give it a break.
Uh, parents. trust us please?
Thursday, February 25, 2010 @ 7:20 PM
peace! so like i rather not talk about you? because everytime i do, i get tired and weary and i will feel like im on the stage of dying or hysteria. so skip!I was looking forward to ending school not cos its ending and im free but because i can meet my dearest chiamzy! :D got a competition up and urgh. colour freaks. im going mad. and tomorrow shall be a sucky day, i know it, i can feel it in my veins..!
So its like today was such a normal, after someone kinda ruined it. but i don think i shall blame him/her anyway. and hua huai-ans, YOU RULE! the cai deng mi was quite cute. LOL! No jaywalking, WTB! HAHA.
And so like let me continue yes julia? right.
Chiam and i were walking to the mrt station, then all of a sudden, a crowd was like forming at the tapping card machine. So i was quite kaypo and was wondering what happen and the first thing that came to my mind was that they all lost their card. man, how funny can i be! how lame.
PAUSE. i cant seem to like get to point. alright heres it if youre getting all frustrated and pissed.
We saw christabella and OMG ITS JOPHELIA and christabella was holding an frail woman with her arm like woahs. i was wondering what happened. then, IT STRUCKED MY HEAD, HARD. she was blind.
So i was kaypo as usual went up to christabella and like hover around LOL, and like everyone's kinda scared of her, PLEASE, shes just a woman la, what can she do. Somemore so small LOL!(acting like my aunty-.-)
And its like we held her to have a sit and like having some conference around this pole. walaos. but anyways. nobody was like going to woodlands... oh banana!
I have this thing of like saying random stuff as words. HAHA. chiam, ILY!
And clarissa, xie xie ni, come to think of it... i havent really been a good friend. I am wrong. So sinned. im so sorry. mianeh.
And erm.. im trying my best best best to like be on good terms with everyone. and im doing my speech soon. argh! so scared. i feel like peeing three more people...........D:
WISH ME LUCK YO! okay bye. OH YEA, then this ang moh guy came up after we took the opposite train to the station we missed and he asked us how to like get there. i think we just like threw the impression of singaporeans in his brain because he doesnt seem to get us, he must be thinking like 'what in the world are this two imps trying to convey to me?!' man. i should have used my ang moh accent LOL! okay TATA! officially(:
Clarissa, saranghaeyo!
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 @ 8:37 PM
OMG today was quite spontaneous. Which is still okay beacuse we mostly hung around my estate. :D so that means i can run home if anything bad happens.and ohmygenius! we watched percy jackson and the lightning thief, freaking kewl?! mr jackson is VERY cute. (better than justin bieber, in MY opinion) so please dont spam my tagboard with i think justin bieber is cuter!(yu see, denise, joph) look at the power he emanates, i was like woahh.. and you can literally see the cartoon two big big eyes on my face. the water part was cool-o-rama! The girl is quite pretty toos(:::
I WENT BOWLING FOR ONCE, IT WAS SIMPLY AWESOMEEEE. it was fun. except some group of idiot ah peks/uncles with low intellectual oogling at none other than YU SEE. tsk.
But we had alot alot of fun, and sorry keiren, you looked so odd around us, mianeh.
Played pool and the group of chou uncles followed us and played at the next table. GET A LIFE, MORONS. but honestly, they bowl well.... WHATEVER LAH.
i love percy jackson the movie! eeks.!
but no one , NO ONE can get me off aiden;)
okayokay sayonara, i hope you all studied cos im seriously going to mug after dinner. havent fulfilled my promise to study,
JULIA LEE YOURE SUCH A LAZYIDIOT.
okay bye. i got so sad after i scolded myself.
Shall go bowl again soon! wait for meee bowl alley! ;D
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Labels: WEDNESDAY ONETEN
Monday, February 22, 2010 @ 9:02 PM
I can't believe i kinda, KINDA. had a deep conversation with yu see, can't really believe it, yu see, you dont look like one that i can reach something so deep. Well, she told me alot of stuff, and what i mean by stuff is ALOT OF STUFF. lol, lame.And its like, i told her in the train that i truly believe in and i HOPE i can stick with it. seriously dont wanna end up like some idiot bitch who can't help but oogle and guys like they got nothing better at. 'i dont think we should stead at this age because i wanna make my true love feel special in the future.' rou mah but thats exactly what i said, which i heard this from a super rude guy. but oh wells. its true.
COLACOLACOLACOLACO LOL. RINGDINGDONG FTW! such an old song but (:
man man man, a serious talk is coming, i can feel it. my heart's pounding so so .. hard.
MR MAN, DONT FLIRT WITH ME IN THE MRT STATION. okay bye. actually wanted to post more but i guess i see no point.
i will still love you, my angel aiden lee although i know its not ever gonna happen, hah
Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 12:56 AM
should i still continue to like them? what the person has said is kinda true, they are superficial and ...but i guess thats just everyone's way of thinking right, so i probably shouldnt blame them like who wants a fatass when they are so perfect(almost). And SD, please lose weight yourself when youre laughing at fat people. this is only to you. Do it for the sake of your image or whatsoever. bye. this is lame.
So i would just like to add, if your humongous, you shouldnt look down on fat people because youre worst off or just as bad. Thus, youre despising yourself. freaking ironic? pretty much.
Oh, i hate sculpting. my hands are made for like other stuff instead of touching plaster shitz. i rather do clay cos its more understandable and fun and you get to sit and you dont have to get your whole entire body into such a mess as if you live in a pig sty. Sorry Mr ngim
Friday, February 19, 2010 @ 10:39 PM
WOO~ 91th post. cant wait for it to be 100 plus!Okay so this is my plan for the remaining months i have,
1.study
2.study
3.study
4.dont be stress.
5.study more.
After getting back some undesirable marks, i think ive let down my whole entire family. im so ashamed. and i was like tearing in class, just that jophelia didnt see though she was staring straight at me. ;/ so mummy, i will NOT disappoint you anymore. And im going to work hard towards my dream. which is like, i still have no idea whats my dream, probably goody goody marks.
So let's all work hard towards good marks yes?! SNGGGGGGGGGGG FTW.
sng. euw.
freakhog .
shitz.
did truth or dare today and wth, im so unlucky mannnnnn. I have to kiss some disgusting guy amanda drew and please la, aiden will be so jealous uh! ;P
And i dont get how eyebrows has got to do with cadbury chocolate?
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Im so tired of school, its giving me so much burdens, i cant like breathe, and the damndamndamn tie is literally TYING me down.. urgh. And i want to be friends with all of my classmates, are you all like scared or like despising me? its like so cold.. so cold.
I need a massage.
But probably one look of aiden is enough.
saranghaeyo.
2 MORE FREAKING DAYS TILL HAENGBOK!
ILAIDEN.
Monday, February 15, 2010 @ 10:27 PM
YOYO wassup(: so how was everyone's CNY? anyone got more than 300 bucks?:D i think this year was lesser for me. oh wells! ): I think the F&N adverd is lame and stupid because how can happiness be F&N? Like you'll get happier drinking it=.= oh please. but come to think of it, every adverd is lame, and i guess thats what make people remember it, take one example, red bull. LOL. gives you wiiiiiiings!So my mum was quite free today. so she came back after sending cynthia loy and mum out and we went to coffee bean and tea leaf to eat scones which i havent tried before, must say its quite nice but then its quite messy when you eat it. ANd it really makes you very full.. So i can skip dinner:D
Okay i shall do a verbal and written agreement now.
I promise that i will continue to study hard and aim for the best when i leave. I promise to ace and do the most of what i can when im there. Im determined to leave, and this shall not waver under any circumstances. If it shall, I shall be reminded by this written vow that no matter what, i shall leave by this year. For my future, im willling to fight and shed tears to pave my way. I shall not succumb to the fate like someone who can barely live from day to day, living from hand to mouth. living for the sake of living the next day.
Im willing to work towards my goal.
Okay, kinda like some motivation talk LOL. that reminds me of steven.. that old man. i wonder how is he now. Hope he's doing fine. God bless him!
Scones are nice.. really!
As for the blogshop, further details will be given if youre interested(: needa look for supplier and stuff stuff plus we're still schooling and stressing.)x
I had such a deep talk and had such a quality time with my mum, now i can see what i want, i dont want to live like im forced to.
Prisoner, no more.
Saturday, February 13, 2010 @ 12:35 AM
omg i am damn tired, i think i can drop dead on my bed. oh tangerines! speaking of that, HAPPY CNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! people still break the rules today-,- so whats the point in telling the school what to wear in the first place. And i knew about about this al who's so lame to get a boyfriend to spite this other guy. wth== lamo! Omg today chiam did french braids for me, it was so beautiful! hahas, and after the SAM, my mum picked me up and we went gaigai-ing but ended up paying more for the ERP and parking fees than the things we bought. manxx. so you can imagine how little we bought. i havent got myself a shirt because the current shirts nowadays suck ttm! Im so dead..~ damn tired argh. my jeans suck. shorts are still the best yuh. i wanna dream about SJ! haha then i will be so satisfied with myself when i wake up. And can you believe yuci actually _____ in the middle of the compre exam like, what? LOL!!! so funny. :X My maths test. i cant bare to think about it. i know im not going to do well, CHANGE TOPIC OMG.im yawning and yawning and yawning
my eye is watering.. its about time.
Just a few other short stuff to say:
Clarissa, dont be upset further, as long as you know its not the case, dont waste your tears.
OH GOSH, i could have almost died today crossing the road.. TRAUMA. And i remembered pushing sandra away but clarissa kept on walking on emoly. oh my my.
And my stupid jeans is irritating.
So is my shirt.
And home econs is kewll.
I SAW THAT GUY AGAIN, MAN MY HEART JUST SPLITTED. (I THINK)
AND I THOUGHT I SAW EDWIN TODAY. I LOOKED AT HIM HE LOOKED AT ME, WE HAD GOOD EYE CONTACT FOR 5 SECONDS AND HE LOOKED AWAY ABASHED. HAHAHAHA, EVEN MY MUM SAW IT AND SHE WAS LIKE THE GUY AWKWARD LEH WHEN HE LOOKED AT YOU. Ox
okay. i guess thats all
BYE!
PS; SU LONG LAO SHI ROCKS KAY. WE BOUGHT ICECREAM FOR OUR WHOLE CLASS TODAY. THAT WAS SO NICE OF HIM... 34 ICECREAMS LEH.. su long lao shi, grace ai ni!
KAY, I CANT WAIT FOR CNY!
To Aiden dear:
Happy chineseee new yearrr! and happy val's day(: 我爱你!사랑해요 you radiate awesomeness and everything a girl like me ever wants! All in your fave colours!:D Stay healthy and happy, and thats all i ever wish for. I love you! JAIDENN
PSS; Happy Birthday to Andreww! Sandra loves you alwayss!:D hahas, Okay, this birthday wish is quite late.. (:
Thursday, February 11, 2010 @ 10:51 PM
HEYHEY EVERYONE! So i kinda like cheered up compared to yesterday. So on a lighter note, please do cooperate yea! Also, A few announcements to make:D please wear red and any coloured bottom other than black(bu ji li you know!) If not, don your school uniform. And prepare your PSG form. Also, Remember to bring your home econs stuff stuff! MISSS MONSTER.D:And i'll maybe starting a so called blogshop with amanda, isabelle, evangeline and yuci :D so do come and support us! we'll be doing customized teeshirts or couple tees if you want. we will also be making our own teeshirts and prices will be starting at $10 depending on the design and colours used:D aint this so cool, i'll see when the blog'll be done up. so do come and support us! my first deal was natalie hahaha! aww natnat and her tigers. kamsahamnida!
And look what isaisa wrote to me today:D so nice of her..
DEAR JULIAAIDENLEE,
Thank you and SORRY! Thank you for being such a wonderful, helpful, responsible and cool councillor of grace! I really appreciate your hard work that you have put into this class. You organised our skit, CNY decos and disciplined the class whenever we are naughty! SORRY for the disappointment you felt during te presentation of our skit. I know that you are still somewhat angry at us, but please chill! I think the reason why the skit flopped was partly because our class is not bonded yet, and we did not have enough time to prepare for it. But fret not, we will somehow get closer as the days pass, and hopefully the class would be more behaved. At least me, yu see, natalie Amanda and you acted well our roles right? AYJEI unite! And evangeline too!
I hope we would treasure the times we had together until you lea..! we would have fun everyday and you could bring these happy memories of 1J and 2G with me to.... Thank you & SORRY once again!
Heart,
isabelle jindiFeli Nina Chen.
AWWW, thats partly the reason why im so happy todayy. Thank you isabelle although you might just write this cos youre bored or have nothing to do. But it really put a smile on my face!
AYJEI UNITE!
Love,
JuliaAidenL.
Cant wait for CNY tmr, hope everyone's enjoying and not suffering whereever you are, and i wish my dad would take good care of himself overseas! such a big baby:D haha. Finally its here!
Wednesday, February 10, 2010 @ 9:57 PM
im so disappointed today. Is everything going to end up like that? If thats the case i might as well pull out my badge and tie and throw it into the bin. Why cant we be one united class? I know we might be SUPER 'HUO BO' like how Sulong lao shi deem us as. But listen when we're saying the important points? Listen when we voice our opinions. If even Ming Li knows when to listen, why cant you all? I dont think listening to something so important that could make a huge mark in your future is wasting at least 15 mins of your life. Why? Is it that hard to listen? Okay, truthfully i must confess i was pissed+upset+annoyed at the skit. What has gone wrong? And in the process, i even grazed my knee again, and unfortunately, at the freaking same spot where i fell on the track(it hasnt healed) If grazing my knee could save the class from embarrassment and shame, i'd gladly do it, but not only has the skit been screwed to the max, We have labelled ourselves, "the laughing stock of the sec 2 cohort" within the teachers. I cannot bare to think how we are to continue being as one class, 34 people when half the class is so against being as one. If thats the case. Then there's no point in the councillors leading the class, the class can might as well split into 6 over different "classes". I cannot cry, its a sign of weakness.I wonder when will we work as one when people are just not respecting each other. I dont think its fun pulling our own classmates down. I even started developing rashes, and im itching all over. Freak.
Labels: i am disappointed.
Monday, February 8, 2010 @ 9:20 PM
So much things i wanna blog about today.. haix. Seriously stress, and i feel like im on the brink of depression; okay aint that bad. I just want you all to know(2 grace) that if we work as one, im sure we'll be able to complete anything on time and do our best in the things, but why wont some of you just cooperate? And even if its an an average idea, just say it? At least it makes us know you are listening to us all the while. Take today as an example, no matter what we said, you deem us as the 'mean' the people who 'put on air', and its definitely not that case, we just wanted you all to listen and cooperate, if the deadline wasnt so tight, we wouldnt have to blow up right? So i hope you all understand that. Im not going to apologise because i dont think we have done anything wrong. And we just want you all to know, no matter what, we're still 2 grace. we do things together as a class, we bask in victory as a class, we shame, as a class.Sorry, but you hate me? i hate you too. So you think im easily bullied? Better not touch me because i might just blow up and you A N Y T I M E. get that. And stick it on your head. otherwise, dont blame me once your life gets miserable. i told you im angry, nows your move.
You, are irritating. You, give unnecessary stupid questions that doesnt go through the brain first. You, are one annoying little pest who has no respect for anyone and you think youre so cool and pretty. oh please.
#$%^&*(@#$%^@!#(&*^#
Im retaliate. so watch out bird brain.
And there was this guy who went "IM NOT YOUR BOYFRIEND, BITCH!" to some girl and yu see and i were like Oo!
Speaking of that, I CANT WAIT TO PARTAY. Hate my councillor post, im not going to continue my councillor thing next semester.
I LOVE AIDEN my dearest sweet peaaa! <3
youre my lifee!
Okay forgot about everything im going to blog. And dear grace, one last thing, please dont hate us. Not that we try to pick on you but its our duty to make sure all of you look great and smart! :D dont you love us. okayy just the basics:
Button up at all times
Belts to not be stripped off and altered, like its so obvious that you took it off cos there's a tear, DURH.
Socks 'label' to be visible, i'll be lenient if your shoe is high cut i bet you dont wanna look like some toot, me too.
Pinafore's to be at the knee, above that and youre dead.
Like we want to check your attire any other day, so love us because we bother to bend down to check your pinafore length, bother to check if you cut your nails, speaking of that, I HAVENT CUT MINE. okay bye;)
JULIAIDENL
Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 2:29 AM
Anyeong ha sa yo everyone!oh ps; for those grace girls, ive made a new blog: http://www.34gracefools.blogspot.com/ if you hate the name, please feedback to me and everything, i havent changed the template and if you want to, please sms me so that i can pass you the password and all. Btw, hows life for everyone? I just had my FIRST tuition for about one year one month? haha, the teacher's house is freaking awesome with like an incredicle sound system, 4 storeys high, fitness room, cool gadgets everywhere( even the flush button is not on the toilet bowl), high ceiling, pool room, and finally... THEY GOT BAND HERO or something, like theres a mini drum set and you can hit it and you get combo points! HOW COOL IS THAT YO? CALL THAT A HOUSE FOR A TUITION TEACHER. RICH MUCH? oh, they got a cute doggie called twinkle, i should upload a photo of it later. And just to blog for a short while, WHOO, MR AND MRS SMITH IS SO AWESOME.(SKIP INAPPRPRAITE PARTS) BUT LOOK AT ALL THOSE GADGETS AND GUNS! Dont worry, im not growing up to be some maniac killer going around random shooting people as if im playing a shooting game and fnally turning the gun on myself(or at least hope not even if im balding cos of stress NO!) Hmm, OH, i signed up for korean lessons. awesome muchhhhhh;) sandra, you better hurry. and Clarissa.. its such a pity, im not sure when you'll see this, but i feel pain, every stroke every bruise on you. i feel it in my heart, seriously. I wish i could cry for you, share your burden or something, i wish i could get beaten up instead of you, maybe i wont feel so bad. I DO NOT BELIEVE IN VIOLENCE. And there's this super cute show every sat on channel U i think its called down with love or something. Okay, somehow i think i got a jammed mind and i cant churn out bombastic words so thats all. And also went out with yuci to only buy stuff, wth=.= supposed to be discussing on skit and ended up dancing in the toilet? thanks.
To my dearest Wei lin♥,
Hey jie, hope when you read this, dont cry or die because i want to let you know how much i love you. No, im not lesbian, i want to let you know how much im touched by your words, like what I said before, youre the first person in my life whom i totally gave my trust to, if it weren't for you, i think i might not know what does the two most meaningful words in the world, "best friends" means. I have might not met you, might not be friends, might not become so aquainted to think that one day i might leave you like that. its hard. but i'll give it my best shot, and come back glorified, meet you when we're adults and reminisce at the good ol' times. Wait for me yea? okay sounds abit gay and lesbian= gaybien(coined by isabelle) but its true and freshly squeezed from my heart. Thank you very very much, for everything, for being friends, for sharing what we had, for sticking with me thru thick and thin, for still being able to keep in touch after even we seperated, for telling me how you feel. And so sorry for one things, that i should have treasured you 200% when we were still together. Good Friends Forever. i mean it and we shall do it.
I Love You,
YourJulia. (just adding the your so it sounds cool) haha.
... Okay ive prepared if youre crying, take more tissue, if youre dying, please call me so i can call the ambulance. okay thats all, saranghaeyo; means i love you.
HAO ROU MAH OH!
Labels: TO WEILIN MY DEAR
Wednesday, February 3, 2010 @ 9:43 PM
She is ashamed. She is blinded to have done it. She, doesnt want this to happen. She has done it on a moment of pleasure and havent manage to forsee the consequences of her actions. She is ashamed. She wants time to re start from that point, to have never had done it. She is terrible and isnt suited to be. She is frustrated and alone, with only a thin mask to hide her fears, her sorrows, her tears. The thick black streaks down her face, never seemed so destroyed as before. The consequences she had failed to see, the mistakes she had failed to correct, the many things she had closed one eyes upon.. just to be what she is not. Life have never seemed so bleak.. She wants to redeem her sin. Sinned.Tuesday, February 2, 2010 @ 5:58 PM
I AM SO ANGRY AT MYSELF IVE BURST INTO TEARS AT MY DOORSTEP. YOU ARE SUCH A FREAKING BARBARIC IDIOT. WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHTS TO SCOLD YOUR GRANDFATHER FOR MISSING THE DAMN TRAIN?? YOU CAN JUST WAIT FOR THE NEXT ONE DUMBASS!! AND PLEASE CARRY THE BAG YOURSELF? BECAUSE IM SURE THE FATS YOU'VE ACCUMULATED ON YOUR BODY IS ENOUGH FOR YOU TO CARRY THAT STUPID GAY BAG. YOU JUST SHAMED YOUR SCHOOL AND YOUR GRANDFATHER AND YOUR IDIOT SELF. I DON CARE IF I GET SCOLDED FOR THIS POST BECAUSE THATS SO NOT WHAT A HUMAN WOULD DO, YOUR GRANDFATHER IS OLD, HE HAS LIVED TILL TODAY NOT BE BE SHAMED IN PUBLIC FOR NOT CARRYING YOUR DAMN BAG. HE DID NOT LIVE TILL TODAY FOR YOU TO JUST THROW YOUR TANTRUM ON. HE IS AN OLD MAN. YOU ARE A YOUNG STUPID IDIOT WHO CANNOT SEE THAT YOUR GRANDFATHER LOVES YOU SO MUCH TO TAKE YOUR WEIGHT YOU HAD THRUSTED ON HIM WITH HIS SHAKY WEAK HANDS. YOU, SHOULD GO FREAKING DIE. AND I DEEPLY REGRET FOR NOT JERKING YOU ON THE COLLAR TO FREAKING SCOLD YOUR ASS OFF. HE WAS RIDICULED BY HIS GRANDSON, WHICH BY RIGHT HAVE NO RIGHT TO SCOLD HIM. ONE DAY, I HOPE YOU WONT REGRET IT WHEN YOUR GRAND PASS ON, WITH YOU TORTURING HIM IN HIS LIFE. YOU SHOULD FEEL BLESSED YOU GOT SUCH A LOVING GRANDFATHER WILLING TO MAKE ALL HIS WAY TAKING AN MRT TO JUST PICK UP A RUDE BOY LIKE YOU WHEN SOME PEOPLE DONT EVEN HAVE THE GRANDPARENTS TO RELY ON. PLEASE GO DIE.Labels: MR BARBARIAN, PLEASE GO DIE