Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 2:10 AM
Yollos!Well, ive been quite busy these few days preparing for baptism, gosh. seems like a fairy tale..
And th, you havent been talking to me, i dunno if ur ignoring me or what but im sorry if youre angry at me in any way. oh well.. im tired.
Ive just found out, i may look so cheerful at times, but i will never forget the bitterness in my heart i can never express even through my tears. No matter how hard i try, i always seem alone. Im really insecure now. The feeling is frightening. I never want to experience it again. And if you would come up and apologise, i'd forgive you, but seems like youre so stubborn; I wont forget. You claim to be so nice and all, i doubt after what happen, youre even worst than most of them. You twist the facts, act them out according to your vicious plans, make yourself seem so innocent and blamed. Please, stop it, youre the worst.
Comfort me, tell me how youre feeling. Is that all a show? Have you just been playing with me all along? Im quite glad i havent deepen it. Because youve hurt me the deepest. You have caused a scar. If i could turn back the time, i wished ive never known you. Liar. You've planned it all out havent you? Now, because of you, its hard for me to ever accept anyone. Ihy.
I was so dumb to think i might..
Hey Clarissa, thank you so much. You've accompanied me through so much. im indebted to you. You've given me so much joy. Im alright.
Its Just One Of Those Days... I hope.
hey bic. you quite obviously arent any better. So you think youre so pretty? please. open your eyes. And like that 'hot' guy you fantasize in your dream, which that person isnt even realistic would fancy you, youre not only rude and barbaric, youre sick to the head. And youre doing that so publicly? youve probably lost it dude. Im not perfect, and i definitely knew that anonymous idiot was you, obvious. Youre such a freak. I really pity you, youve just wasted your talents.
my world has gone upside down. i couldnt save the times.