Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 5:10 PM
i think im probably starting to be some blogging maniac, which personally i think isnt a good thing. And looking at that other one, i feel like ive done many things that let down many others without my knowledge. And, i just have no idea why, every time i go out with someone, the next day, we'd end up in a quarrel, and i have to pick up the pieces and slowly painstakingly piece them up into the perfect image once again. How tiring.. ahhh.Well I'll stop thinking about that for now, This Monday, i went to watch 2012 with my cousin and sister, and it was absurdly awesome. and i kept rattling on about it after that.( you can go ask Cynthia) The movie also makes me think, that life is short and unpredictable( i sound like some old person speaking in some drama right?) Well, 2012 is just 2 years later. If this is gonna happen to our earth, i bet im not going to live through it. what spaceship and shit, i don think i got what it takes to get in anyways.
-Ive just quarrelled with my sister. Is there something wrong with me? It seems like my life is being spiced up by fights. That sucks badly. And my lap top's running out of battery. When will my life be freed of such constant misery? So cold, So cooped, So sub-standard, what a word.
And im not some emo-kid where my blog's full of nothing but rawrings of how sad my life is and how much i would like to slit my wrists. If you think im like that. You should slit yours. Im not so vulnerable. I should find some CIPs to do to block out my boredom, my sister's still fuming mad about what happened earlier so i shall steer clear from her. I trust god wants me to forgive and forget, im trying my best, what else do you all want?? Im no superwoman alright.
So starting from tomorrow, i will be abit busy.
19 November- Sec 4 farewell
20 November- Going out with Jia An, FIRST TIME.
21 November - if i had the time, i'll see if i could collect the class tee.
There's just so much things i wanna say but not to some computer or some soft toy someone gave me. Thats so stupid. It wouldn't work for me. I cant wait till youre back tomorrow Clarissa, and of course Joanne. (wondering whats all the racket about outside).
Bye, i don feel like blogging already afterall, I should go get some of my humanity back and listen to some sad songs or stuff.