Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 11:51 PM
YO, So many things have happened in this short period of 2 days! GOSH. And im going to quite busy this week! which im quite happy of;)23 November 2009-Monday
Clarissa came over to my house for a study date. Okay, we gotta admit our hearts arent really into the homework but HEY WE DID OUR WORK! I SWEAR. So we erm studied from 12 plus to 2. And after that YAY, we watched SuJu[heart] for like one hour without complains. And after that headed off for the mall:D
And guess what...
You'll never believe what we saw...
honestly, you will be shocked.......
if you were in our place...
Loansharks.
They wrote on the wall..
near the stairs..
my neighbour above.
we went to see.
we were apalled by what we saw..
Paint was splashed all over the door.
OMG. bang. It was still wet. It. just. happened.
Brown. O:
24 November 2009-Tuesday.
I went to clar's house for a change.
And yea, i don wanna talk about it further. Im so emo now.
I don really know why.
I shall hit into my suju again. they make me feel much better, at least.
I don wanna talk to anyone.
But there's this last thing.
IM SO SORRY THE TALL SIWON LOOK-A-LIKE GUY STANDING BEHIND US AT THE SWEETTALK STALL, THE ONE WHO HAD A KOREAN/CHINA ACCENT. WE WEREN'T LAUGHING AT YOU, HONESTLY! IM SO SORRY I FEEL SO GUILTY SO IM WRITING THIS, I DONT THINK YOU WILL SEE IT ANYWAY, BUT THIS WILL MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. AND HONESTLY HONESTLY, YOURE QUITE GOOD LOOKING. SO NO WORRIES, AND I KNW YOU HAVE 70 BUCKS IN UR WALLET(DIDNT MEAN TO SEE). THIS IS GETTING LAME.. AND AND IM SO SORRY IF YOU THINK WE WERE LAUGHING AT YOU AND THAT WAS WHY YOU EYED US, BECAUSE WE WERENT!! REALLYYY.BIANEH, HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR BUBBLE TEA, HAVE A GREAT WEEK AHEAD! MY SINCEREST APOLOGIES. YOU ARE COOL. TO THE PLUMP WOMAN AT THE END OF THE QUEUE:
看什么看? D: i know we were laughing like crazy hyenas but save yourself your stare. we dont need the 'honour' because i don think i offended you in any way.
Im tired. my eyes hurt, i don wish to talk to anyone. i just want to emo alone. bye.
There's carnival tmr. i don wanna go. urgh. bang it.
There's some fing problem with my computer and the post was half deleted. WTB.
And worst of all, I CANT WATCH MY SUJU AS THE INTERNET IS SOOOOO SLOW. SUCKER MUCH!!!
EMOLY,
ILAIDEN.
Well, if you hate suju so much, you should probably scram from this blog. youre not welcomed anyway. this is not for any specific person. the end(:
Labels: ILY MR $70
Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 2:44 AM
I never thought this whole post would be for you.Honestly, i don care a hoot about your likes and dislikes anyway.
But im not someone with a heart of steel.
So it does hurt.
Yeah, you do things as you please.
You needn't care about the other party's feelings.
So im telling you now.
Im drawing a clear big line.
For you and I to see.
How much i regret befriending you.
Though initially, i thought you were nice and all.
I guess i was wrong.
Youre one of the biggest regret in my life.
'Good things dont last'
Ive heard that before.
Well, maybe.
From the start,
you werent even something i should hold dear to,
to hold proud of.
I dont hate you.
But that doesnt mean you can act all you want.
How you want it to be.
The show has just begun.
And im going to manipulate it and change the storyline.
Take control.
1...2...3.
I need you now; i'll hold on to it
Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 12:22 AM
19 november '09 SENTOSA~~
WOAH IM SO TIREDDDD. My legs are aching( especially my heel) Went to sec 4 farewell yesterday. disastrous. It was raining cats and dogs and there were lightning, SUPER DEAFENING. i thought i went deaf.
Lugging all our stuff, Tammy Alison and I wore our awesome glasses and alisonnie looks like mafia, the 'lao da' hahas! oh on the way, we saw the building of the universal studios thingy. pretty awesome. just look at the height of the roller coaster tracks! O.O And lets just skip skip skip we had much fun splashing water at each other, well, i guess our joy is short-lived. It lasted for about 45 mins or so? and the lifeguard told us to get off the waters because of the lightning warning blahs. Red flag was up, and the place was soon emptied after the arrival of rain.
SKIP SKIP SKIP.( its too boring for me to remember)
Pizza came, damn were we famished. It wasnt what we had ordered, WE WERE CHEATED, ahhhhhh! it looked like some sun-shaped pizza. wasnt supposed to be like that!
I took some curry shit pizza and it was spicy, crap much! i cant eat it. So in the end, i had half a pizza and a chicken wing, you know what? Total costs $4, my most expensive meal EVER counting the quantity.
So we were cold and hungry and not to mention dirty from all the sand! Since we were still hungry and all, cheryl and ailin decided to bring us to the convenience stall to get a cup of noodles, of course, we agreed.
With extremely small unbrellas, Nessiepoo and I shared one, wow, we were both drenched in the end. And while waiting for the tram.. YOU GOTTA LISTEN TO THIS SHITZ.
This couple came, all wet and blah, well, normal normal. Until the guy started stripping his top. like WTH? the next move was most shocking. The girl stripped off her top too. AMEN!! My eyes started bleeding.
They were hugging and jeez was it the most obscene thing i ever saw.
After we bought our noodles, i heard someone say that the guy was trying to keep his gf warm, thats awww so sweet but. they dont have to strip, right?.. :/
And after this, nothing. We packed up and left, what a 'memorable' party for the sec 4s. ):
I'll just stop here, let the pictures do the talking yeah?
Quak and her seaweed with abi.
20 november '09
If youre observant enough, the wall proclaims ILUMA. yes, ive been there today with jia an, i literally almost broke my leg. urgh, tired from all the walking! And not to mention all the exorbitant price tags. We didnt do much there :/ But Anyway, bugis street was awesome. We found a DOMO shirt for jia an and she loved it super very much. Apart from the disgusting shop beside it.. >.<>
Okay, apart from that, we didnt do much, Bugis street is like maze we practically got lost and we had a hell lot of walking for 2 hours to be spent there, if i had known there were so many nice stuff, id brought more money! >;[ OH, we took neoprint too, its one of the coolest, especially when jia an is there :D ahahaha she got a moustache! xD alrighties i guess thatss all for the dayyy, im turning in.
Just a few words for a few people:
Miss Joanne Ass Chow- Dont be upset alright, the world's not over, its just started, youve just opened your eyes, there are wonderful things out here, im here for you, dont ever give up. 我永远支持你，爱死你了!
Miss Clarissa Leong- Hey, is everything alright? you left without a bye.. Glad youre back safe and sound. SENTOSAAAAA YO!
Miss Cynthia Happystarz Loy- Happystarz isnt so happy afterall? whats happening to you?! emo emo one. If there's really anything, don hesitate to give me a call, i'll be here for you.
For all three of you; Im forever here for you, i mean it. I slurf you guys!
+when will things ever end for us? But, seems like i still cant let you go..
Labels: I need you now; i'll hold on to it
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 5:10 PM
i think im probably starting to be some blogging maniac, which personally i think isnt a good thing. And looking at that other one, i feel like ive done many things that let down many others without my knowledge. And, i just have no idea why, every time i go out with someone, the next day, we'd end up in a quarrel, and i have to pick up the pieces and slowly painstakingly piece them up into the perfect image once again. How tiring.. ahhh.Well I'll stop thinking about that for now, This Monday, i went to watch 2012 with my cousin and sister, and it was absurdly awesome. and i kept rattling on about it after that.( you can go ask Cynthia) The movie also makes me think, that life is short and unpredictable( i sound like some old person speaking in some drama right?) Well, 2012 is just 2 years later. If this is gonna happen to our earth, i bet im not going to live through it. what spaceship and shit, i don think i got what it takes to get in anyways.
-Ive just quarrelled with my sister. Is there something wrong with me? It seems like my life is being spiced up by fights. That sucks badly. And my lap top's running out of battery. When will my life be freed of such constant misery? So cold, So cooped, So sub-standard, what a word.
And im not some emo-kid where my blog's full of nothing but rawrings of how sad my life is and how much i would like to slit my wrists. If you think im like that. You should slit yours. Im not so vulnerable. I should find some CIPs to do to block out my boredom, my sister's still fuming mad about what happened earlier so i shall steer clear from her. I trust god wants me to forgive and forget, im trying my best, what else do you all want?? Im no superwoman alright.
So starting from tomorrow, i will be abit busy.
19 November- Sec 4 farewell
20 November- Going out with Jia An, FIRST TIME.
21 November - if i had the time, i'll see if i could collect the class tee.
There's just so much things i wanna say but not to some computer or some soft toy someone gave me. Thats so stupid. It wouldn't work for me. I cant wait till youre back tomorrow Clarissa, and of course Joanne. (wondering whats all the racket about outside).
Bye, i don feel like blogging already afterall, I should go get some of my humanity back and listen to some sad songs or stuff.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 11:28 PM
I FHATE YOU!!!!!!I FHATE YOU!!!!!!
I FHATE YOU!!!!!!
I FHATE YOU!!!!!!
I FHATE YOU!!!!!!
I FHATE YOU!!!!!!
OH, DONT ASK ME TO CALM DOWN, COS THERE'S THIS
BURNING SENSATION UP MY THROAT. OHMYBANGG, i hope i could just bang you down temporarily. I'd be quite happy.
*tries to chill*
i felt like i ate gunpowder. and im going to explode soon.
this is so funny, freakin funny, i feel like laughing myself. but you know what, id probably not because its so NOT funny. ironic? quite. its going off and on and off and on, AND IM SWITCHING IT OFF! so you think earning back my trust and forgiveness for you is easy? Youve not seen enough of me.
You blame yourself for having the wrong stuff, then the next moment, youre doing the exact opposite youre saying. JESUS CHRIST.
you tempt me into posting that again,wheadt. i feel so dumb and cheated. A leopard never changes its spots, youre still that human i disliked so much, so much for covering up for you AGAIN. JULIA LEE, WHATS WRONG WITH YOU? CAN'T YOU SEE SOMEONE IS JUST FEIGNING IT ALL?!?! WELL, I OUGHT TO WAKE UP NOW AND START MY HATE LIST, and youre definitely in it.
Im so ironic, and i hate it, im too nice at times, i hate that too, i hate you, and i think i should try making it permanent. Instead of saying 'its okay' from time to time when youre repeating your mistake, im tired; of forgiving you. you know what, i should just do it. im going to leave you in the lurch. And _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, you have to help me. I shall throw EVERYTHING at you. And im not going to pick it up and tie the loose ends. because simply; im tired of you. And erm, im sorry for making you think ive forgiven you because i dont think i have. Goodbye. Youre not worthy of that glorious place.
SHEEBAIN!
Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 6:34 PM
im really speechless and lost now, that thing installed is making my nerves uneasy. whatever.I've found out something, which may be good to my victim but may be a hindrance to me.
I forgive too easily.
So im taking that post down lest anything is gonna happen, because i still care for your image.
Anyways, **** and I got off that status, Over i guess, i guess i was more relieved than upset. This doesnt mean anything though, because i know i still have it. that.
I knew it was dragging far too long, maybe i was the 'baboh'. But i still trust you won't lie to me.
it was beautiful, thank you. And i hope we'd still keep in contact yea?
And to that person in my previous previous post, Im sorry, Do forgive me. I was furious to my head and i practically didnt know what i was doing. But hey, look at another view, its both our fault isnt it? Well, I just wanna put away all hoola for now and concentrate on the class party because I promised the class a nice one. And i wont break it, no matter what.
Yes im tired, but i guess thats just packaged together in being part of welfare. Well, whatever. i shall not go boohoo over what happened last night and all, ive decided to go on.
And for any justice girls who know my blog here's just a clarification for ya'll
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CONFIRMATION~
Date- 18 november
+this date is confirmed thru majority basis, also for those who never replied any of us, please contact me.
Time- 2.30pm to 7pm
+Clashes? contact me.
Venue- decided later.
Also, if you could contribute any food or drinks and blahs, oh best kept finger food, DO CONTACT ME.
Alright i guess thats all, im keeping this post as short and sweet as possible.
Just a few wishes:
~ Hope Joanne and Clarissa are coping well overseas. (: and don't worry, everything's settling down here.
~Kyle's father to RIP.
~Class party to run smoothly.
~ Peace out people, i guess i was too rash, part of my stupid character.
ILoveSuperJuniorAndKey *sarangheyo.
And i apologise if ive offended anyone else without knowing it. My sincerest apologies.
Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 9:17 PM
I THINK KEY IS HOT, GOSHH.I THINK KEY IS HOT, GOSHH.
I THINK KEY IS HOT, GOSHH.
oh, i purposely put that sentence up that place because i want you to know to not take me for granted. happy being green-eyed monster for a while. im lovin' it. HA! xP
Lets show a pictures of hawtass; Key.
ISNT HE SO CUTE?
PSH! too hot. ahhhh!
DROWN IN HIS HOTNESS.
but i still think DONGHAE, KI BUM AND HANKYUNG IS HOT. SO..
KI BUM
DONGHAE
HANKYUNG
the photo may not be very clear but THEIR HOTNESS IS unresistable! ZOOOOMBASTICC!!!! i'll upload hankyung's picture later.
tata! oh,
Newton, you should know why i keep doing this to you. a simple sorrys not ending it all. but youre obviously better than SOME PEOPLE.
HANKYUNG
the photo may not be very clear but THEIR HOTNESS IS unresistable! ZOOOOMBASTICC!!!! i'll upload hankyung's picture later.
tata! oh,
Newton, you should know why i keep doing this to you. a simple sorrys not ending it all. but youre obviously better than SOME PEOPLE.
Labels: key is hot
Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 2:24 AM
MUA AWESOME 13TH BIRTHDAY.
This is going to be long but ahh, havent gotten a positive post for many days, so this will be the first, who would think my birthday would have turned for the good? Though this week was gloomy and everything. Oh! i bought 2 shorts from Cotton On, which are awesomely HOT. x) and they were on sale. So thats MUCH HOTTER, supposedly to have a trip to east coast with kewei isabelle yu see and san but i decided not to, firstly, my parents do not really approve and secondly, god told me to listen to my parents, im serious. He told someone to tell me that. jeez. How LINKED. So i told san and we kinda didnt go.. im sorry gal. i'll make it up to you.WE SAW THE HOTASS YANG DAI TIAN, HE STILL LOOKED AWESOME AS EVER. (though we were quite low and everything.. no idea why.) And it wasnt as bad as last time.. as in, we hadnt kept going back and stuff. We wanted to find a dress for wednesday but garh whatever;) and we kept walking aaround aimlessly. Only to always end up back at W----! ahhh!! feels like a dream. OH SHONA LOVES SUPER JUNIOR TOO! AWESOME MUCH. And to add on, IT WAS THE FIRST IN MANY YEARS I WORE SOOOOOOOO CASUALLY OUT. like what? shirt and shorts! oh well, OH, AND WE ATE LIKE ALOT ALOT ALOT OF FOOD, goodness gracious me! ;X
Bishan: we ended up there and there wasnt really anything to do.. why did we go there in the first place? i forgot. crap. (after 10 mins: we went to see san's 80 bucks dress, wow, the dressing room was a nicer hang out afterall)
AMK hub: OMG OMG OMG OMG. THIS IS THE MAIN MAIN MAIN MAIN POINT! I'll skip everything AND GET TO THE POINT. we went to the arcade and holyshit! I CAUGHT THE TOY I WANTED FOREVER. WASNT US BUT HEY, WE FORKED OUT THE MONEY ALRIGHT? WE WERE TRYING LIKE AT FIRST, ALWAYS MISSING. THEN IDK, PROBABLY HOLY SPIRIT CAME TO HELP US, SENT US THE BRILLIANT UNCLE WHO GAVE US THIS BRILLIANT ADVICE, but we still asked him to catch it for us, it was like gambling, we were. addicted. sssssss... gosh. but, WE FINALLY CAUGHT IT! DAMN WERE WE FILLED WITH EUPHORIA, and not to mention, this machine can really gain alot of attention, there were like this crowd surrounding us watching us, groaning with us, and smiling from ear to ear like us when we finally caught it! AHHHHHH! ok. we were screaming and jumping and hugging like nobody's business. alright, OH, and sandra kept urging me to watch coraline, and i can bet, once i watch it, im avoiding jaycee(my scrump). OH, the toy we caught was another crump. but it was the PERFECT size with a PERFECT smile. not that the other one is not;P and we named it mimo. cuteeee! alright thats all, hey it isnt that long xP
Jaycee(the bigger one)
MIMO(the smaller and baby one)
WE LOVE POKER FACES. <3
oh and i would also love to thank all those who wished me a happie birthday! hope you had a memorable one like mine too! ;D
TATA. MUACKS! oh, thanks yu see, that was a delicious present LOL, i havent eaten it though;)