Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @ 7:56 PM
this time with more things then ever. i was about to go berserk. i just had to write it all out. today. has it been cursed? why does all troubles, all problems, all the negative things. ALL ROLLING OUT IN A DAY. its my fault they have ended up like that? WHY? im trying im trying im trying. I AM TRYING. its so tough. issues. so many of them. a thousand, a million. Im going to spill all out. im going crazy. im going to break down. everything is pulling me down. just like a quicksand, the more u struggle, the more u will drown. You. assumptions. You're very very wrong. your assumptions are all incorrect. you think i got her. you think. but your wrong. you have FACED the problem. you ACKNOWLEDGE it. but, youre not even lifting a finger to do something about it. thats wht pisses me off bad. after school, you're seen with her. im trying. to balance it out. im trying. to treat every one of you as my precious. im trying. I have a whole lot, a whole bunch, a whole bucket of troubles and secrets i must keep under lock and key. i keep the troubles away for you all. who is going to keep it from me? im very tired you knw.. im tired. im exhausted. im dead. one more question, why are u so insecure, its not like you don hang out with her everyday, and im not saying its not my fault either.Labels: everything im tired of