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Friday, April 17, 2009 @ 6:55 PM
Actually this happened long long time ago, just that today there's really nothing to write about so i decided on this. Well, my new clique consist of Elaine, Clarissa, Ish, and me. Many things happened and this is just one of the major. The other major is that stress is back..sob sob.. the fact is that stress is ALWAYS there, its just that it isn't as bad as the minor ones. Now its worst, i have to go for remedial just after i quit one, i was shock, speechless when the teacher called me up. The fact that it isn't only me comforted me by say 1%? Isn't realy much of a help. Then i question myself, why didn't at that time, study hard so i don't have to go through this so called 'ordeal'? Remedial only proves one thing: you suck so you go. So this time, i am determined, DETERMINED to my soles that i WILL GET A1s as much as i can grab. The only way to get there is to study my guts out. And i did. Yesterday, for my D&T test today, after coming back from school and CCA which ended at 6 and which i reached home at 6.35, i dragged myself to the study table and throw myself into design and technology trying so hard to get engrossed, oh with the help of my history homework, maths homework, i managed to reach my goal, not touching the computer, TV(except when i'm eating dinner), gameboy,phone, whatever i am addicted to, just books books and MORE books. I was actually satisfied with myself and FULLY satisfied as my parents didn't nag at me for not hitting the books because i AM HITTING THE BOOKS(: Then finally finished my D&T study and then comes sleep, I WAS EXCEPTIONALLY HAPPY WHEN I KNEW I GOT FULL MARKS FOR MY MCQ SECTION FOR D&T!! Now all's left is the orthographic design drawing one which i think i can also probably get full marks(: wish myself luck!!(: haiz.. then now i remembered about my remedial thing and i'm down again, why am i so naive to think that my english is so good i don't have to revise? So i going all out for my new plan, study study study and leave fridays off like today(: i hope this will keep on, i know its kinda late, NO, VERY LATE but this is what i have to do now, so i will carry it out with the willpower i have xD
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